I guess I owe a big "Thank you" to my parents for instilling in me this love of nature and farming, and an appreciation for things that are much larger than I am. It is funny to think back about how much I hated piling into the White Whale early in the mornings to go to the markets, and now to be able to appreciate all of that is such a gift. It is a huge part of me, it is the part of my childhood that I remember with happiness and a sense of pride. Proud that I am a farmer's daughter. Proud that I know what a real tomato tastes like, that I know what it feels like to run through the corn fields and be covered in dirt and play in mud. Remembering fingers stained green from the leaves of tomato plants, fingers stained black with the juice from berries. Dirt caked bare feet, and sunburned shoulders from long summer days running around the farm.
That is why I love farmers markets. The second that I walk into a market and smell the fresh scent of vegetables and herbs that have been harvested that morning, I feel at home. Whenever life would get too hard and crazy for me when I lived in Portland, I would run out to Sauvie Island and go find a quiet spot on the community farm out there.
When I was pregnant with my son Lucas, my mom and I would walk down to the market in Ventura every Saturday morning. No matter what happened during the week, it was those few hours that could bring us together. We would shop around the market, inspirations flowing for our next few meals. Cilantro fresh and ready for a pan of enchiladas or a bowl of salsa. Frozen bottles of strawberry juice that would turn into a juicy slushy on the way home. Oranges sweetened by the Southern California sun ready to be squeezed into a glass for breakfast. We would laugh, chat with vendors, eat together, listen to music and share a happy moment away from the worries of our day to day life.
My hope is that this year my market had that feel, the love of food and farming and a sense of home for all who come.
My hope is that this year my market had that feel, the love of food and farming and a sense of home for all who come.
I hope that it became an evening adventure for those who came down to the market. I hope that people were able to step into another world for a while, to experience new tastes and smells, to learn about food and farming, to escape their daily troubles and enjoy some good food, be entertained and to make new friends.
Yesterday was the last day of the market for this season. I don't know what the market was for others, but for me it was the greatest experience of my life! I have never fallen in love so many times. I am in love with the creamy blue cheeses of Willapa Creamery, the insanely addicting peanut butter sandwich cookies from Upper Crust, the juicy and sticky peaches from Tiny's, the fresh eggs from Oak Ridge, Cottage Gardens and Toboton Creek. I am in love with the tartness of the early pickings from the raspberry bush, I am in love with how their sweetness increases with the summer heat. I am in love with the smoky salmon from Rolf's, the best beef from the mini cattle of Happy Mountain Farms, the hand picked fancy salad mixes from Vittles de Vine. I am in love with the sweet corn sold out of the back of Ron Duris' 1950's Ford truck.
I am in love with the quirky nature and the individuality of each of the vendors that attended my market this year. I could go on for days about each vendor and what made them special and how many wonderful items they brought to the market each day, I wish I could share it all but I would end up with a book and not a blog. Ha!
Being a Market Manager this year has transformed me. It has challenged me to become a better person, to understand the importance of community and building relationships. It has taught me the value of working well and not so well with others, to not take everything so personally, to think a bit more before I speak (still working on that one) and to see the value of each person's contributions in creating a community farmers market. Managing a market this year has given me one of the greatest gifts of all, to be able to tap into and explore what I truly love in each day's work. I hope that I get to keep learning and growing with this market. 
I am so very thankful for all who were there by my side helping me throughout the last few months. I feel like I have a new family, I have been embraced by so many wonderful people. I had many great moments with my new family and I was super happy yesterday to receive all of the wonderful hugs from so many people. It is my new friendships that make me feel that this was a successful year. This life is a gift.
